Monday, October 29, 2007
Right now, i'm so stressed.
I just reached home, less than 2 hours ago, and i'm still so tired.
Today, we had that planetcrush talk. It was about hackers and porn. Well, i was already very tired today, i was practically falling asleep during the talk, plus during lessons too. IM SO TIRED.
And worse of all, we received much much more chinese practice papers today, and the exam is this wed! HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH EVERYTHING? ARE THEY CRAZY? WHATS THEIR PROBLEM! Just looking at it makes me feel weak already.
My brain is all clogged up and i think its already dead. I'm so stressed. I already feel so discouraged by my final term exam hcl paper.. i hope i can improve from an F9 to an A2! at least an A2! OMG. i nv got an A2 or even a B3 in secondary school, i hope and pray so badly that i'll do well this time.. It seems so tough, i feel so worried and scared. I really want my chinese to improve..
And, sam keeps asking me to go for band tmr, at least for a while cos she's worried, and i'm worried too, that my section will get into trouble. But i trust them. If they did practise, they wouldn't have much problems with zat. I'll just pray somemore.
I've been smsing a lot these few weeks. Esp smsing my section. I know i shouldn't be complaining, but my hp bill isn't pretty, neither are my parents' faces. I just hope i can burn my hp one day. It'll be a beautiful sight.
always a twemasekian `8:00:00 pm
